Tuesday, July 25, 2006

travel alone

The memories shakin apart from the weeds that grow...

Mood: Neutral
Listening To: No Hay Igual - Nelly Furtado

I seriously don't mind travelling to places by myself sometimes.
Since there is no one to talk to,
you will observe more of the surroundings and the people around you.
I like the point that
I could just be quiet and think deeply,
to think of things from different angles.
By the end of the journey,
I feel......
not loneliness
not exhaustion,
but contentedness...

Tuesday, July 11, 2006

Lonely2

You've been rejected, and now you can't find what you've left behind...

Mood : Complicated

Listening To : People shooting and killing each other ( I'm in a cyber cafe ;p )

Sometimes...

*~ I opened my locker ,expecting to see lots of Jill's stuff in it, then I came to realized that she's not sharing the locker with me anymore... she left ADP...

*~ I did something brave and new, but when I look around , I realized that none of my friends are there to laugh at or with me...

*~ I just finish a new brilliant book, but then I realized that there is no one to share my view with...

*~ I want to watch a certain movie, but then my buddies are too busy with their gf/bf or they are just too busy with their own life...

*~ I feel emo though I don't want to, and then I realized there's no one around me at that emo moment, so I hide in my blanket...

*~ I just wish I could have what I wish for...

Monday, July 10, 2006

Lonely...

Her soul slides away, but don't look back in anger I heard you say

Mood: Lonely
Listening To : Volverte A Ver - Juanes

Hey, people, I'm back. I don't know why, but I'm feeling lonely and emo now. It's alright to be emo once in a while right? Guess what, my beloved Mum, she left me at home alone, went to her friend's place to stay overnight, and she want me to stay at home which means I can't go out with my friends... yea i know, the world is never fair, I just have to accept it.

I wish I have someone to hug me now, and tell me everything's gonna turn out alright.
I don't even know what I want to say next, so I guess I'll stop here...