Listening To: Welcome To The Black Parade - My Chemical Romance
I have a love/hate relationship with reminiscing.
I love sitting down alone, listen to songs that bring back memories, no matter good, bad, sweet, bitter... anything, as long as it's something that once made a great impact on my senses. I love it when those feelings hit me again when I'm reminiscing, they might make me cry or laugh or smile sweetly again, just like back then.
I know, you realistic people out there might say that there's no point in looking back, sentimental values means nothing. Sorry but sentimental values means a lot to me.
However, as much as I love it, I hate it too... just as I'm smiling to those time I had, another feeling hits. I suddenly realized that there's no way I could go back to those sweet time again, I realized there's nothing I can do to erase guilt and faults, I realized that there's no way that special someone is coming back to me again... well , you get my drift... then the hatred towards reminiscing crawls out , and I'll move on, again.
Confused condition yet to be solved, unanswered question yet to be answered.
Oh well... till my next reminiscing moment.
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2 more hours to your birthday... Have a blast there, get yourself drunk.
Happy 20th Birthday Nicholas...
Hugz and Muackz