Tuesday, April 17, 2007

Your memory will carry on ,we'll carry on ,and in my heart I can't contain it,the anthem won't explain it.

Mood: Reminiscing
Listening To: Welcome To The Black Parade - My Chemical Romance

I have a love/hate relationship with reminiscing.

I love sitting down alone, listen to songs that bring back memories, no matter good, bad, sweet, bitter... anything, as long as it's something that once made a great impact on my senses. I love it when those feelings hit me again when I'm reminiscing, they might make me cry or laugh or smile sweetly again, just like back then.

I know, you realistic people out there might say that there's no point in looking back, sentimental values means nothing. Sorry but sentimental values means a lot to me.

However, as much as I love it, I hate it too... just as I'm smiling to those time I had, another feeling hits. I suddenly realized that there's no way I could go back to those sweet time again, I realized there's nothing I can do to erase guilt and faults, I realized that there's no way that special someone is coming back to me again... well , you get my drift... then the hatred towards reminiscing crawls out , and I'll move on, again.

Confused condition yet to be solved, unanswered question yet to be answered.

Oh well... till my next reminiscing moment.
~ * ~

2 more hours to your birthday... Have a blast there, get yourself drunk.
Happy 20th Birthday Nicholas...
Hugz and Muackz

4 comments:

xXx MaDCaT xXx - a green horn at blogging... said...

heyzz...
go check out my blog
ryan-madcat-yap.blogspot.com
u'll see a big similarity between us...

hehe

missorangedepp said...

Orange!!! right?

xXx MaDCaT xXx - a green horn at blogging... said...

smart...
:P

missorangedepp said...

haha thx :p well it's ORANGE! it's the first thing i noticed