I dont want to miss one smile,I dont want to miss one kiss,I just want to be with you,right here with you, just like this

mood: tired.

listening to: I don't want to miss a thing - aerosmith

This has got to be the most tiring week ever. Speech, Music and communication cramp together, can die ok? At least I have settled the previous two, and now I only have communication to work on, 1500 words essay and a presentation based on it by tomorrow, can die also ok? I'm gonna blog now and work on it later, because the queen of procrastination said so, and I am the queen of procrastination.

Was playing msn "sudoku too" with sayang (the guy one) just now at Starbucks, there was this bunch of guys next to my table. One of the guy said loudly "Dating girl ah? Only the first month need to say things like 'i would die for you' or 'you jump I jump' one la! after you get into her pants, then don't need to care so much d one" Well , he thought that I'm listening to songs on my comp with my earphones on, the truth is I wasn't playing any song at that time so I heard every damn thing he said.

Then his friend said that he skipped class yesterday for his girlfriend. Then the jerk said "I'm not hanginig out with you anymore jor, where can guy skip class for girl one? I never skip class for girl before , u know why? because they all will skip class to see me" I'm sorry but at this point I was already very disgusted by him, you have no idea how fugly he looks, I wondered to myself which stupid girl would skip class to see him when the lecturer might be even more good looking then him.

A girl then walked into Starbucks buying a drink, he ogled her up and down and said to his friend "You want to borrow my car and money to take your girlfriend out right? ask her for her number for me then I borrow you." The friend just smiled embarassingly, for the guy was talking really loud.

Hey Mr. Big Shot, if you are so great why not you go ask for her number yourself, and stop whistling when any decent girl walk in or saying degrading statement about women . Seriously I wonder who would date you, you fugly sexist! Oh and for johnny sake can you speak softly? This is starbucks not pasar malam!

Jerk.

I got baby started playing sudoku and he's enjoying it, hahaha... man I tell you this game is addictive. Speaking of him, his birthday is this coming saturday, greet him happy birthday here if you want to :)

Holiday coming soon, can't wait. Flying back to Hong Kong on the 9th and coming back on the 16th. Then langkawi on the 27th till 30th. After that , flying off to buffalo on the 4th of january.... gosh, that is fast. Yes baby I heard you, krispy kreme from hong kong, roger that.

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Some time ago I was watching all the britney spear videos, from Baby One More Time to Gimme More. What happened to this girl?

I miss her old self, but then again, she's a grown up and she can make her own choice to be what she choose to be, but I can't help but wonder , is she happy? Is it her own fault that she became like what she is now? or the paparazzi? or the pressure? If she could get back the kind of power she had when she was on stage back then, the kind of dance she could do and the kind of song that instantly got stuck in my mind once I heard it, I wouldn't mind getting her album again, or get tickets to her concert.

I want to see you dance like a pro again, not that crappy performance you did in VMA, you were so lost like you have no idea what you were doing on stage.

Wake up britney, there's so much more in you.

You, you who are reading, what do you think?

These fancy things, will never come in between,you're part of my entity ,here for infinity

mood: okay i guess.

listening to: umbrella (acoustic) - marie digby

Got my I-20 today, and I'm one step closer to New York. The letter says that I need to be there before 7th January 2008, that's pretty fast huh? I still have so many things to settle - air ticket, confirming accomodation with tiff, filling up my health background form, applying for visa (this is an headache) and stuff like that.

After our usual curry mee and red ruby fix at little penang klcc today, ramco and I was talking in the car, then I looked at my I-20, and I said "Gosh... I'm finally going..." then he squeezed my hand and said "Baby, promise me, don't cheat on me?" I look at him and smiled and said I won't. He smiled back at me, but as he smiled, I saw his eyes, they are sad. It finally hits him, after looking at my acceptance e-mail & I-20, that I'm leaving soon. The hugs he gave me these past few weeks were extra tight, the kisses were extra passionate and the stares were extra loving. I kissed him on his cheek and hug him while he drove on, I knew he needed that.

The most random things always happen when I'm with Ramco. We went to a mamak at melawati for dinner, only finding ourselves walking into a set of a tv series. According to him , it's a malay tv series about police, which he said is lame. It was so random, so we just sat in the mamak and ate our naan with tandoori chicken while watching them shooting for next week episode. The worker that always speaks cantonese to me looked really cheerful today, i guess he was on screen, haha... I'm going to miss these moment, these random moments with him that I cherish so much. How I wish I could bring him over to buffalo, if only I could.

I know things will work out for us, and i have faith in us, I'm not sad, I'm just gonna miss you so much.

One good thing about leaving though... I need to get out of this house asap, staying here any longer will turn me psycho.

Oh yea, Chili's was closed today, god knows why. I miss the mushroom swiss burger again :p

I just want you close,where you can stay forever,you can be sure,that it will only get better

mood:ecstatic yet kind of sad

listening to: No one - Alicia Keys

I got an email from University at Buffalo today... guess what

I FREAKING GOT ACCEPTED!

*dance around in circles while jumping up and down*

oh my god, finally!

which means... I'm leaving my baby soon...

Baby, we'll stay strong ok? I have faith in us *smile*

I love you, always.

and I'd give up 4ever to touch u,coz I know that u feel me somehow,u're the closest to heaven that I'll ever be and I dun want to go home right now

mood: happy.

listening to : Our song.

My sayang,Tiffany, sent me a halloween card from Buffalo :) whoopeedoo... thanks sayng that's so sweet of you, I was literally jumping around the house when I saw it on the table, where my mum put it.

It's one month and three days since the day me and my sayang got together, the guy sayang, not tiff. (me and tiff both agreed upon that we can't be lesbo partners, it'll spoil our friendship and hence is a big no-no)

sayang,

Let's watch another random movie and laugh at it, like we always do, but please no more farting zombie sheeps.

Let's go to subway again, where we first had dinner together.

Let's burn a cd of our songs and play it in my car and we could sing loudly along, doesn't matter if your car can't play cd, I love your car, old school sial.

Let's go to breakers and the curve again, this you know why *wink*

Let's go to kinokuniya and borders, yes, again, cause we both just love books and being in a bookshop so much.

Let's tune into light & easy or mix fm again, cause we are just so in love corny love songs are the only type of songs that we seem to be able to relate to.

Let's walk around in circles again, cause that's when we are the lamest and that's funny, we both love our lameness.

Let's come up with random ideas, cause we are random and lame like that, like you say, it's just you and me against the world.

Let's just chill in the car and talk and stare into each other's eyes and talk again, hug me tight, cause that's when I know I'm safe with you and that you are different from any other guy.

Let's have a friendster comment war again, for that is how it all started.

Let's have a lot more months like this, cause i know you can't get enough of me.... okay, I can't get enough of you too.

Happy One month baby, I love you.

Our starbucks day.

Take one
Take two.

Okay, I give up... - - "

Sayang playing "dear bobby" on Monkeyman's guitar.

My sayang on drums, damn hot, seriously.

Where I feel safe.

Found this in Toy'r'us... haha...

This is what happens when you put two camwhores together.

Our candids.

First attempt: Failed, oopsy blurry.

us.

Why do stars collide into each other?

Dunno

Because... Stars are blind!

Yesss...