This moment is perfect, please don't go away, I need you now,and I'll hold on to it, don't you let it pass you by...

mood: confused.

Listening to: Innocence - Avril Lavigne

Heroes is back with season 2!

I was so humping excited about it, i even left my laptop on when I was away in college so that I could watch it right when I reach home...

but NO, my brother just have to switch the modem off when he left for school and my download process was left at 63%. So I switched on the modem and keep myself occupied while waiting.

Well , Margaret Cho kept me entertained but waiting for youtube to load the videos takes time too, so I did this...

It's a site where you can mix & match clothes and stuff like that and create outfits! I had so much fun choosing the clothes and assessories it almost felt like shopping, except that I cant try them on. Ah, such indulgence! How I wish that I'm studying fashion designing and indulge in this kind of fun every single day, I really don't mind if that means dealing with difficult clients or long working hours.

After some Margaret Cho videos, some mix and matching outfits and some delicious green-tea-red-bean-paste mooncake, my heroes season 2 episode 1 is ready like over-cooked Char Siew. I devoured it like fat uncle swallows fatty pork, and maaaan, the show never let me down, it's oh-so-god-damn-humping good, seriously, go watch it.

Right, back to what I was suppose to blog about few days ago.

Taiwan was awesome and the whole experience was interesting, I don't really have much picture here with me, but heck, let's make this ...

My Taiwan Trip Part 1

This is us.

These are the girls. Don't have to see la, no hot one. Cute ones maybe.

This is us at the confucius temple. Yea, they have a temple where you can worship that old dude who is always pretty confusing.

I have no idea what they were doing.

My group left me alone with the other malaysian participants, how nice of them, they even turned around and took a picture of me then continued walking off, leaving me behind waiting for a green light to go, how nice. Actually it's okay, since I'm friend with the other participants too.

This is us during practices.

Shopping time! waiting for people who are late.

This is the vegetarian food buffet we went to, which totally doesn't seem vegetarian at all, but i swear to Johnny Depp these are 100% vegetarian food and tasty too.

This is five of us having mee-suah, best mee-suah I ever tasted, seriously. I'm so craving for it now.

This is one of the night markets we went. In Taiwan, you find the most delicious food in the night markets I spent 3 hours in this one trying different food, when I was out of there I was bloated with satisfaction.

honestly, I prefer candid pictures rather than those posed ones.

Then I was back in Malaysia , classes or 2 days and off I go again, this time, to REDANG!

Me, Haruka & Estee.

In our room. If you think because this is a college trip the room gotta be sucky, you're very wrong. We stayed in Laguna Beach Resort, which is beautiful, rooms are comfy and nice, and the food is pretty good.

The more more tea house, as in that house which was in that movie Sammy Cheng and what's-his-name-again starred in, "Summer Holiday" or “夏日的么么茶".

Dinner time. Geez, that BBQ beef is awesome, but those kiasu aunty and uncle from mainland China wasn't, but we still had a great dinner.

They served this buncho-water-color-looking drink, syrup bandung I think, which actually tasted good.

I bought this wrap thing while waiting for the ferry at the jetty. It's pretty and the flower on it is ORANGE, why did you think I got it anyway?

Siu Yok Haruka, Roasted Chicken Estee, Char Siew Me & Roasted Pig PA,Ryan.

Haruka & Bryan, two of the people I got to know better during the trip.

The squirrel or whatever it is that climbed into Bryan's room. Someone please tell me that this picture doesn't look wrong cause I can't stop laughing at it!

Yea, so that was my two weeks of travelling, shweet. Work that I need to pass up when I'm back in college, not so sweet. I miss Taiwan and Redang already. Like what I saw on Ms. Su Ann's whiteboard today, Taylor's should consider having a Redang campus or even Langkawi Campus, that would be diabetic sweet, mmhmm...

And now you have no guts to tell me what I had told you?

我愿做一阵和风，吹拂枯槁抚慰创伤。我愿我心是由有悠悠的海洋，普渡众生到彼岸...

mood: Bored.

心情：闷。

Listening to: I wish

听着的歌：我愿

I have no idea why, maybe because after my taiwan trip, I feel like writing a post in chinese

不知道为什么突然间想用华语写一篇post，应该是因为刚从台湾回来吧。

Taiwan was awesome possum, but cause I haven't got all the pictures yet I've decided to blog bout it the next time. Sharing a funny story wouldn't hurt though.

台湾很好玩，但因为我还没拿到所有的照片所以我把关于台湾之旅的post留到下次才写。虽是这样，我还是可以在这里讲一个发生在台湾机场的趣事吧。

Louis, he's a guy from Australia whom I met during the competition. Nice guy he is. On the day of my team, the Malaysia team, leaving Taiwan, he was there in the airport. See, the people there prepared some apples for us to have as breakfast but we really couldn't finish them, so we passed the bag of apples back to Louis, who will be going back to where we stayed at after sending us off.

Louis, 他是一位我在比赛当中认识的一位澳洲参赛者。他真的很好人。在马来西亚离开台湾的那一天，他也在机场。主办单位准备了一些苹果给我们当早餐用，但实在是太多苹果了，我们都吃不完，所以呢，我们就把那袋苹果交给了Louis,因为他在送了我们走之后会回到我们住的地方。

Louis didn't want to hold the bag of apples and so I dared him to distribute the apples around the airport to strangers, which he immediately agreed, and insisted that I have to join him. Despite the fact of my teacher forcing us to stay at the same place together, I decided to go distribute those apples with him.

Louis当然不想拿着那袋苹果到处跑啊，所以我就叫他把苹果分给机场里的陌生人，他马上就答应了，还叫我跟他一起去。虽说我的老师是吩咐我们留在同一个地方的，但我还是跟他一起去分苹果了。

We managed to give all the apples away, how, you asked? Well, we kept telling them that we are from Malaysia and we cant finish our apples and we are late for out flight, plus lines like "an apple a day is healthy" & "It's free" which worked really well. Yea, we even call this day the "apple distributing day".

到最后我们把苹果都分完了，想知道我们是怎样把所有的苹果分出去的吗？我们就是告诉他们说我们是马来西亚来的，买了苹果吃不完，而且又要迟上飞机了所以请他们帮我们解决掉苹果。再加上我们不停的跟他们说“一天一粒苹果对身体好”和 “这是免费的”，这两句其实是最好用的。我和Louis还决定把今天定成“分苹果日”，哈哈。

　

Well Louis, if you're reading this, I had fun distributing those apples , we should do that again in some other airport, hahaa... I wish to see you again, keeep in touch alright?

Louis，和你一起分苹果很好玩耶，我们下次可以到别的国家的机场去分苹果，哈哈哈...希望能再次见到你，要保持联络哦！

Damn, I miss taiwan already.

顶（广东话），我已经开始在想念台湾了。

我去找你的时候你没在，但我还是想说谢谢你。想让你知道我得了满分哦，是因为你的鼓励。:)

And if I haver, whatever the fuck that means,I'm gonna be the man who havers next you

mood: I miss u.

Listening to: I would walk 500 miles - Less Than Jake

Random things that I wanna say these past few days:

Zouk was friggin awesome!!!

No one messes with my friends! No one, I don't care if you are hot or pretty or gorgeous, if you mess with my friends, I'll freaking beat you up spartan style!

People, if you do not dance, then please move away from the dance floor! there's no place to dance and still people stand there and just stare at other people. PUH-LEASE, if you don't dance, move! so we can dance happily without being squashed.

Guys, "you look familiar, can I buy you a drink?" is NOT a good pick up line, seriously.

I miss my sayang :(

State University of New York, Buffalo replied me! I'm not accepted yet , but at least I know they received my documents. Now I have an application status page, gosh I'm so excited.

Happy Birthday Pau!

I keep bumping into my primary school / Villa Flora friends! It's amazing how we were seperated and never keep contact but somehow we are still link to each other in some ways. Yoke Jia, Daphne, Zhuo Hao, Shawn, Min Sheng, Diyana, Syuhada, Hyo Sun, Jasmine... gosh, it IS a small world.

Britney's new song is ok, matchbox 20's new song is goood!

I love Malaysia for the food and mamak and different languages swear words shared among races, other than these...nothing... okay fine, maybe pirated dvds too. No, Samyvellu, I don't love you.

Johnny's new movie coming soon!!!! Sweeney Todd, coolio...

I'm taking China Airline to Taiwan on Sunday... Oh no.....

okay, I'm sleepy, ta!

zzz.....

I miss you.

So stand on the edge with me,hold back your fear and see,nothing is real till it's gone.

mood: tired.

listening to: before it's too late - goo goo dolls

You.

I hope you're happy with your new girl, and thanks for those memories. I admit I was very depressed when you were gone, but now when I look back, you never were my friend anyway, and that we wouldn't last long. I'm over you since a long time ago. So yea, hope you're doing fine there.

You.

You filthy little two timer, you very well known that you shouldn't have done that. I thought that you actually liked me, but then I found out that you said those things behind estee and I. You're fucking fake and stop acting all nice, it makes me sick.

You.

Thank you for the time when we were together, I miss it, really. Sadly how things between us never went further than that, but I'm glad that we're still friends.

You.

I really did loved you, very much actually. Just when I thought this might actually work out and I'm totally ready to commit, you bailed out, saying that you can't commit cause your ex made you like that. It's really unfair but then again "all's fair in love and war". It's funny how it still hurt when I chat with you, but no way, I'm not gonna turn back and come crawling back to you and beg. No way.I'm moving on.

You.

You're a really good friend. Thank you so much for always being there for me. However, I'm sorry I can't have what you have for me, and I know that I have already hurt you and I'm really sorry. I'm glad that we're still good friends though, I know we're cool :p

You.

I don't know how much do I mean to you, but I really enjoy the time we have together now and I'm gonna appreciate it. I'm not gonna hope for anything but I'm also gonna have faith. I don't know whether you'll just chuck me away once you're done with here, or will you actually want to continue us. I'm just happy for now, and that's actually what i need , at least for now. I really don't care what those horrible people in college say about me, but I don't care, it's just all bullshit to me. I just want to be happy. You get what I mean?

I miss you.No. I'm not making a u-turn back to you, it's a highway and i'm on the fastlane speeding forward.