No frustration on this vacation,this destination, this correlation,no consalation, only sensation,paradise.

mood: Chilling :)

listrening to : Paradise - Fergie

Gonna be in Langkawi for four days and will be leaving to New York on the 4th. I know, I know, I haven't been blogging much, that's because I've been spending lots of time with family, friends and the boyfriend. However , I promise you, you who is reading this, that I'll update you when I'm back from the duty free heaven.

Update to come:

Hong Kong trip

Outings with the boyfriend

Waifon Saffron's birthday dinner @ palate pallate

and of course

langkawi :)

Till then, ciao.

Is it possible to put this night to tune, and move it to you?

mood: laughing

listening to: Pachuca sunrise - Minus the Bear

hey wassup..Ramco here.i'll be your guest blogger for this time.Its my first time blogging so excuse me for my lameness..Since she is too lazy to blog for MY BIRTHDAY day out..i was like "you know what, i'll do it".

The day started like every other day..woke up, check my computer and she was already nudging me on messenger "HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!....NUDGE!!" .haha...ok, it's my birthday...finally...after going through a stale year of 2007, i do deserve some nudging. And man, i cant believe that im 20..can even hear my bones cracking already..damn..i need a cane already..haha

So she decided to pick me up and reminded me to bring the camera so she can blog about it when she got home...errr..okie..haha. Rule#1, u do not let a guy like me sit next to u when youre driving. Rule#2, u do not let a guy like me sit next to u if he has a camera on his hand. This is what happened

"whee!! Happy birthday!"

"Whee..baby, im driving la..cut it out.."

"i mean like seriously..."

So we went for lunch at little penang and were really pissed off with all the people around since its like so packed and everyone is taking their time walking slowly...strolling around and not letting people pass..if we accidentally brush up against them they will stare at u with that strange look even though we said sorry...damn idiots..sayang was like "@$#@%^...damn uncles and aunties..so free..go home la??Am i missing something here??".Suddenly, she was like "oh..50%!!"...no wonder...hmm..

So we decided to bail klcc and head to pavillion..hmm..quite a bad idea rite?..new place..weekend..hmm...as we arrive there i looked at her and she smiled..yesss..more people..just what we needed..haha..so we were like..fine..lets just go in...luckily on the upper stairs there were not that many people..phew..i can predict that all the uncles in boxers and flip flops and aunties who just woke up and didnt shower were hogging j co's since i can see j co's boxes everywhere..hahaha

Pavillion was great..we walked up and down and looked through the shops that was available there..i was quite surprised with the selections of hoodies that they offer there this time..wow..cool..seriously need to go shopping..

i want this one..so kewwl

Apparently the shop just opened a few days..they didnt have any mirrors at all..and the fitting room was closed as well..yess..so we decided to take every picture of clothes to see whether it fits..haha..u know us...

too big..

too corny??

we realized that we cant take any pictures inside a clothing shop...sorry

She kept asking me what do i want to eat for dinner since shes buying me dinner..hmm..she offered chilli's..but...klcc..alot of people..hmmm..i'll pass..i know!!..lets eat something random...treat me food at jalan alor..hahaha..she thought that i was joking but looking at my serious face.."okie..i can do that..thats random".yea..u know instead eating chillis..lets have a feast..haha

i thought we ordered not that much but it will totally hit u when u finished all the food and realize that u cant stand up..that was orgasmic i tell u..literally the best birthday i have ever had..

she didnt finished her rice..

yup.

this is what happens when youre too full..

wait for it..

there u go.

We decided to have shisha after dinner at ampang to chill abit since we were too full and after that she drove me home, wished me happy birthday again and she left.That was seriously the best birthday experience that i have ever had.Good food,great surroundings,Great gal. i love u babe..thats all from me..cheers

Janice: My fav picture of ramco hahaha

I dont want to miss one smile,I dont want to miss one kiss,I just want to be with you,right here with you, just like this

mood: tired.

listening to: I don't want to miss a thing - aerosmith

This has got to be the most tiring week ever. Speech, Music and communication cramp together, can die ok? At least I have settled the previous two, and now I only have communication to work on, 1500 words essay and a presentation based on it by tomorrow, can die also ok? I'm gonna blog now and work on it later, because the queen of procrastination said so, and I am the queen of procrastination.

Was playing msn "sudoku too" with sayang (the guy one) just now at Starbucks, there was this bunch of guys next to my table. One of the guy said loudly "Dating girl ah? Only the first month need to say things like 'i would die for you' or 'you jump I jump' one la! after you get into her pants, then don't need to care so much d one" Well , he thought that I'm listening to songs on my comp with my earphones on, the truth is I wasn't playing any song at that time so I heard every damn thing he said.

Then his friend said that he skipped class yesterday for his girlfriend. Then the jerk said "I'm not hanginig out with you anymore jor, where can guy skip class for girl one? I never skip class for girl before , u know why? because they all will skip class to see me" I'm sorry but at this point I was already very disgusted by him, you have no idea how fugly he looks, I wondered to myself which stupid girl would skip class to see him when the lecturer might be even more good looking then him.

A girl then walked into Starbucks buying a drink, he ogled her up and down and said to his friend "You want to borrow my car and money to take your girlfriend out right? ask her for her number for me then I borrow you." The friend just smiled embarassingly, for the guy was talking really loud.

Hey Mr. Big Shot, if you are so great why not you go ask for her number yourself, and stop whistling when any decent girl walk in or saying degrading statement about women . Seriously I wonder who would date you, you fugly sexist! Oh and for johnny sake can you speak softly? This is starbucks not pasar malam!

Jerk.

I got baby started playing sudoku and he's enjoying it, hahaha... man I tell you this game is addictive. Speaking of him, his birthday is this coming saturday, greet him happy birthday here if you want to :)

Holiday coming soon, can't wait. Flying back to Hong Kong on the 9th and coming back on the 16th. Then langkawi on the 27th till 30th. After that , flying off to buffalo on the 4th of january.... gosh, that is fast. Yes baby I heard you, krispy kreme from hong kong, roger that.

*~*

Some time ago I was watching all the britney spear videos, from Baby One More Time to Gimme More. What happened to this girl?

I miss her old self, but then again, she's a grown up and she can make her own choice to be what she choose to be, but I can't help but wonder , is she happy? Is it her own fault that she became like what she is now? or the paparazzi? or the pressure? If she could get back the kind of power she had when she was on stage back then, the kind of dance she could do and the kind of song that instantly got stuck in my mind once I heard it, I wouldn't mind getting her album again, or get tickets to her concert.

I want to see you dance like a pro again, not that crappy performance you did in VMA, you were so lost like you have no idea what you were doing on stage.

Wake up britney, there's so much more in you.

You, you who are reading, what do you think?

These fancy things, will never come in between,you're part of my entity ,here for infinity

mood: okay i guess.

listening to: umbrella (acoustic) - marie digby

Got my I-20 today, and I'm one step closer to New York. The letter says that I need to be there before 7th January 2008, that's pretty fast huh? I still have so many things to settle - air ticket, confirming accomodation with tiff, filling up my health background form, applying for visa (this is an headache) and stuff like that.

After our usual curry mee and red ruby fix at little penang klcc today, ramco and I was talking in the car, then I looked at my I-20, and I said "Gosh... I'm finally going..." then he squeezed my hand and said "Baby, promise me, don't cheat on me?" I look at him and smiled and said I won't. He smiled back at me, but as he smiled, I saw his eyes, they are sad. It finally hits him, after looking at my acceptance e-mail & I-20, that I'm leaving soon. The hugs he gave me these past few weeks were extra tight, the kisses were extra passionate and the stares were extra loving. I kissed him on his cheek and hug him while he drove on, I knew he needed that.

The most random things always happen when I'm with Ramco. We went to a mamak at melawati for dinner, only finding ourselves walking into a set of a tv series. According to him , it's a malay tv series about police, which he said is lame. It was so random, so we just sat in the mamak and ate our naan with tandoori chicken while watching them shooting for next week episode. The worker that always speaks cantonese to me looked really cheerful today, i guess he was on screen, haha... I'm going to miss these moment, these random moments with him that I cherish so much. How I wish I could bring him over to buffalo, if only I could.

I know things will work out for us, and i have faith in us, I'm not sad, I'm just gonna miss you so much.

One good thing about leaving though... I need to get out of this house asap, staying here any longer will turn me psycho.

Oh yea, Chili's was closed today, god knows why. I miss the mushroom swiss burger again :p

I just want you close,where you can stay forever,you can be sure,that it will only get better

mood:ecstatic yet kind of sad

listening to: No one - Alicia Keys

I got an email from University at Buffalo today... guess what

I FREAKING GOT ACCEPTED!

*dance around in circles while jumping up and down*

oh my god, finally!

which means... I'm leaving my baby soon...

Baby, we'll stay strong ok? I have faith in us *smile*

I love you, always.

and I'd give up 4ever to touch u,coz I know that u feel me somehow,u're the closest to heaven that I'll ever be and I dun want to go home right now

mood: happy.

listening to : Our song.

My sayang,Tiffany, sent me a halloween card from Buffalo :) whoopeedoo... thanks sayng that's so sweet of you, I was literally jumping around the house when I saw it on the table, where my mum put it.

It's one month and three days since the day me and my sayang got together, the guy sayang, not tiff. (me and tiff both agreed upon that we can't be lesbo partners, it'll spoil our friendship and hence is a big no-no)

sayang,

Let's watch another random movie and laugh at it, like we always do, but please no more farting zombie sheeps.

Let's go to subway again, where we first had dinner together.

Let's burn a cd of our songs and play it in my car and we could sing loudly along, doesn't matter if your car can't play cd, I love your car, old school sial.

Let's go to breakers and the curve again, this you know why *wink*

Let's go to kinokuniya and borders, yes, again, cause we both just love books and being in a bookshop so much.

Let's tune into light & easy or mix fm again, cause we are just so in love corny love songs are the only type of songs that we seem to be able to relate to.

Let's walk around in circles again, cause that's when we are the lamest and that's funny, we both love our lameness.

Let's come up with random ideas, cause we are random and lame like that, like you say, it's just you and me against the world.

Let's just chill in the car and talk and stare into each other's eyes and talk again, hug me tight, cause that's when I know I'm safe with you and that you are different from any other guy.

Let's have a friendster comment war again, for that is how it all started.

Let's have a lot more months like this, cause i know you can't get enough of me.... okay, I can't get enough of you too.

Happy One month baby, I love you.

Our starbucks day.

Take one
Take two.

Okay, I give up... - - "

Sayang playing "dear bobby" on Monkeyman's guitar.

My sayang on drums, damn hot, seriously.

Where I feel safe.

Found this in Toy'r'us... haha...

This is what happens when you put two camwhores together.

Our candids.

First attempt: Failed, oopsy blurry.

us.

Why do stars collide into each other?

Dunno

Because... Stars are blind!

Yesss...

Some day, when I'm awfully low, when the world is cold, I will feel a glow just thinking of you... and the way you look tonight.

mood: happy & content.

listening to : the way you look tonight - michael buble

Hmm... I really don't know what to write...

College life?

Well... it's fine. Started working on my music percussion performance, which is actually pretty fun, creating our own percussion piece using stuff like glass, trays and boxes etc etc etc. Then estee, haruka and i are gonna perform a dance for adp halloween night, that is going well too, choreographing and shit like that. Been missing a lot of classes, i really should get rid of that blissful habit of pressing on the 'snooze' button. Still waiting for my acceptance letter from SUNY buffalo, fingers cross. Peeps in college... same old same old, hang out here and there with different groups of people, never really like the idea of just hanging out with a specific group of people and be all anti-social towards others. Oh yea, halloween costume, any suggestion?

Family life?

Well... it's fine. Mum can still be a pain in the ass but i guess she's just worried. This doesn't mean that I have forgiven her for saying all those hurtful things. I guess the gap will forever be there. Dad is buzy as ever, just got back to Hong Kong from London. Rather worried bout him actually, he's under so much stress and his health is not exactly like back then. Bro is good I guess, with his girlfriend and all, but I can never get why he has to talk to her on the phone and put it on speaker mode, why? SPM is next month and I think he hardly studied, sigh, whatever.

Love life?

Well... it's fine. Awesome actually. He's the best guy I've gotten so far, best boyfriend ever. Been spending lots of time with him and I found that we are so alike in so many random and funny ways. So yea, tiff, pau and jin, no worries, I have settled down with this one, no more "just seeing", yes, this is my one and only. How long do I think this one will last? I have no idea, but I have a really good feeling about this one.

I love you.

"I don't need to go there, coz you can hoot me when I need a hoot."

hahahahhaaa.... what the fuck?

"Wait, what's a hoot anyway? "

Even the best fall down sometimes,even the wrong words seem to rhyme,out of the doubt that fills my mind,I somehow find, you and I collide

mood:content.

Listening to: Collide - Howie Day

Random moments of the week:

When that sheep in "Black Sheep" farted and it exploded killing all the other zombie sheep.

When we saw that transexual individual right after watching "I now pronounce you Chuck & Larry".

When I decided to puasa as well.

When we ended up buka-puasa-ing at Subway, actually not that bad what, yummy :)

When we decided to play the dare game in Hartamas. I did a spongebob dance in front of Don's.

When I was angry and depressed and decided to play cards with you guys.

When I was dead bored and decided to ask you out.

When I sang "say a little prayer for you" aloud in college.

When we walked in circle while waiting for the movie.

When I saw that knowing smile on Resh's face.

Best random moment of the whole week:

When I was so bored and had nothing better to do and sent you that friendster comment.

"High five!"

*clap*

"sweet"

"shweeet"

Cause' I've seen love die way too many times when it deserved to be alive

mood:Awe-ed.

Listening to: Emergency - Paramore

I want to play like him :(

He's a chun drummer la, you guys should check him out on youtube, his name is Chaserrr. Ramcoski claimed that he taught Chaserrr play, yea right, try harder my dear.

Okay la, okay la, you're an awesome drummer too :) muackz

*giggles cause of the movie*

"I love you"

*giggle cause of him*

"I love you too"

This moment is perfect, please don't go away, I need you now,and I'll hold on to it, don't you let it pass you by...

mood: confused.

Listening to: Innocence - Avril Lavigne

Heroes is back with season 2!

I was so humping excited about it, i even left my laptop on when I was away in college so that I could watch it right when I reach home...

but NO, my brother just have to switch the modem off when he left for school and my download process was left at 63%. So I switched on the modem and keep myself occupied while waiting.

Well , Margaret Cho kept me entertained but waiting for youtube to load the videos takes time too, so I did this...

It's a site where you can mix & match clothes and stuff like that and create outfits! I had so much fun choosing the clothes and assessories it almost felt like shopping, except that I cant try them on. Ah, such indulgence! How I wish that I'm studying fashion designing and indulge in this kind of fun every single day, I really don't mind if that means dealing with difficult clients or long working hours.

After some Margaret Cho videos, some mix and matching outfits and some delicious green-tea-red-bean-paste mooncake, my heroes season 2 episode 1 is ready like over-cooked Char Siew. I devoured it like fat uncle swallows fatty pork, and maaaan, the show never let me down, it's oh-so-god-damn-humping good, seriously, go watch it.

Right, back to what I was suppose to blog about few days ago.

Taiwan was awesome and the whole experience was interesting, I don't really have much picture here with me, but heck, let's make this ...

My Taiwan Trip Part 1

This is us.

These are the girls. Don't have to see la, no hot one. Cute ones maybe.

This is us at the confucius temple. Yea, they have a temple where you can worship that old dude who is always pretty confusing.

I have no idea what they were doing.

My group left me alone with the other malaysian participants, how nice of them, they even turned around and took a picture of me then continued walking off, leaving me behind waiting for a green light to go, how nice. Actually it's okay, since I'm friend with the other participants too.

This is us during practices.

Shopping time! waiting for people who are late.

This is the vegetarian food buffet we went to, which totally doesn't seem vegetarian at all, but i swear to Johnny Depp these are 100% vegetarian food and tasty too.

This is five of us having mee-suah, best mee-suah I ever tasted, seriously. I'm so craving for it now.

This is one of the night markets we went. In Taiwan, you find the most delicious food in the night markets I spent 3 hours in this one trying different food, when I was out of there I was bloated with satisfaction.

honestly, I prefer candid pictures rather than those posed ones.

Then I was back in Malaysia , classes or 2 days and off I go again, this time, to REDANG!

Me, Haruka & Estee.

In our room. If you think because this is a college trip the room gotta be sucky, you're very wrong. We stayed in Laguna Beach Resort, which is beautiful, rooms are comfy and nice, and the food is pretty good.

The more more tea house, as in that house which was in that movie Sammy Cheng and what's-his-name-again starred in, "Summer Holiday" or “夏日的么么茶".

Dinner time. Geez, that BBQ beef is awesome, but those kiasu aunty and uncle from mainland China wasn't, but we still had a great dinner.

They served this buncho-water-color-looking drink, syrup bandung I think, which actually tasted good.

I bought this wrap thing while waiting for the ferry at the jetty. It's pretty and the flower on it is ORANGE, why did you think I got it anyway?

Siu Yok Haruka, Roasted Chicken Estee, Char Siew Me & Roasted Pig PA,Ryan.

Haruka & Bryan, two of the people I got to know better during the trip.

The squirrel or whatever it is that climbed into Bryan's room. Someone please tell me that this picture doesn't look wrong cause I can't stop laughing at it!

Yea, so that was my two weeks of travelling, shweet. Work that I need to pass up when I'm back in college, not so sweet. I miss Taiwan and Redang already. Like what I saw on Ms. Su Ann's whiteboard today, Taylor's should consider having a Redang campus or even Langkawi Campus, that would be diabetic sweet, mmhmm...

And now you have no guts to tell me what I had told you?