I love it

Hold My Hand And Let Me Know That You Feel Me Too ,Look Into My Eyes And Tell Me Baby I Love You

Mood: Giggly Jiggily Awesome

Listening To: Smack That-Akon & Eminem

This post is dedicated to all the people in theater class.

No, I'm not a student of that class, but I helped out a bit during their finals.

The plays were awesome,

the amount of effort they put into it was amazing,

and the outcome was like "whoa!".

However,

to me,

helping them out is like watching a play,

a different kind of play,

a play about how people who don't know each other well,

get together ,work together and putting things together.

What's important is not the outcome,

it's the process of it that made all these worthwhile,

that made this memorable.

Anyway,

enough of this emo shit,

here's some pics I took today:

Daddy Uthzz and Me, before he applied eyeliner for his pirate role (Johnny Depp!)

Mabel, our professional make-up artist, and may sze, as babara... love the hair, suits the character perfectly,hehe

Nicola, as the princess, having her hair curl, while Michelle, the queen, watches. Oh yea, Michelle looks good with the nice make up :)

Isa, acting as Frankie Fong Fei Kei, and Me. Don't know what happened to me, and don't know why Isa and that cute expression. His hair is specially styled to fit the character, hahahahaha... couldn't stop laughting when I first saw it. Better take a second look pal, you wont get to see him having his hair like that anymore ;p

So that's all for theater.

My little brother, Charlez and Me, the ultimate best sister in the world! *ahem ahem*

Oh well,

was having dinner with him that night. Hmm... Charlezie, you look like a girl here, hhahahaaha... you take good care of yourself kay? Hugz

~*~

I love it when you do that to me, it gives me butterfies and I kept smiling the whole day

Photos

Keep Ya Head Up High, Feet Down Low And Follow Your Heart

Mood: Im Fine

Listening To: Im'ma Shine - Youngbloodz (Step Up Soundtrack)

Warning: This Post is gonna contain lots of pictures,

so if you don't like it

then buzz off.

Me, Justin and Amy, last sem. Justin, I miss you, come back fast.

Suel-A , I miss you too, come visit us k?

Went back to my old school to perform, met with a lot of old school mates

then I saw him, he used to be my little brother, then he stopped talking to me after some misunderstanding. He came up to me that night and told me that he actually missed me, and he apologized. Couldn't explain how touched I was.

Benji ,Crystal and my Finger, love you both, also, not to forget

Michelle!! And Nicola too, but sorry la babe, I don't have your picture.

Uthzz...'s shoulder, muakakakka..... love ya daddy!

Crystal and her imaginary friend,haha... went to Ikea with her that day. Love hanging out with her .

My kitchen , kindly ignore the price.

she likes the heart so much she literally ordered me to take the picture

Random fitting room camwhoring

Isn't he the most gorgeous thing ever?

When he smokes...

When he gets an award...

Even when he's put into a funny costume...hahahaha....I love Johnny :)

Sexy

You Tryin, Admit It ,But You Just Can Fight The Feelin Inside

Mood: Feel like going clubbing

Listening To: Get Up - Ciara ft. Chamillionaire

I know I've blogged about this before but I'm gonna do it again

My Definition Of Sexy:

* People who are creative

*People who are original

*People who are serious about their profession

*People who are comfortable with how they look

*People with nice eyes

*People who are sophisticated

*Johnny Depp driving an orange Mini Convertible

Hahaha...

now that's sexy,

not skinpy outfit, not stick thin body,

Not big boobs or nice arse.

~*~

Went to two open houses,

Aunty Nora's and Raof's.

Was talking a lot with Litim at Aunty Nora's,

Thx to Litim, I didn't feel bored.

Raof's was fun as well,

met up with Sharlyn and the other Tmn Tun people.

I find that going to open houses

is a good way to catch up with those friends you haven't met for a long time.

~*~

Oh yea,

before I forget,

Boat House@ Tmn Tun is good,

as in the food is good,

if you could,

try the chocolate fondue for dessert,

it doesnt come in huge serving,

but it's satisfying.

It's served with strawberries and marshmellows,

the best part is,

the chocolate is spiked with Brandy,

yum...

I should have licked the glass.

haha...

I think he loves her

No Matter What We Go Through,You Step Up I'll Step Up Too

mood: Down

Listening To: Step Up- Samantha Jade

Have you ever feel lonely?

Although you have friends around you?

Have you ever feel like you found something ,

have feelings for it,

then that special something being grabbed away from you?

Have you ever feel torn in between?

Have you ever feel so lost you don't know what to do?

Have you ever smile,

just to reassure your friends that you are ok,

but deep inside your are deeply wounded?

Have you ever keep telling yourself not to think about a certain something,

but your tears refuse to obey?

Groan...

fuck this shit ,

I don't want to think about it anymore,

I don't want to be hurt again.

I Heart Drums

With A Heart Silhouetted The Perfect Passion

mood: Excited

Listening to : Whole Again- Edge Of Fire

Whee... I love drums :)

Just started my drum class today

And for the first time in my life I bought my very first drumsticks,

and I actually played.

I have long for this for so long ,

to be able play drums,

to be able to tell which is snare, crash, ride, toms ,hi-hat and bass,

before this my parents said drums are not for girls,

yea right, nonsense!

But I managed to convince them, hehe...

There... me and my drumsticks...haha...vain - -"

~*~

Went to the ADP Halloween party last night,

and guess what I dressed up as...

Countess Dracula

Muakakaka......

oh well, had fun there, I like the eyeball drink,

and Benji did something stupid,haha...

he better don't read this.

Me, Crys and Benji ( yea, I know, it's dark)

Uthzzie was Captain Jack Sparrow!!!

Alright , that's all for now,

I promise I'll blog soon ;)

Real Friends

Now I'm not alone ,with you I'm whole ,I gotta let you know ,you got me good...

mood: better than yesterday :)

Listening to: Thank You - Dragon red

Shits happen, I know.

And I realized who my true friends are,

not people who only talk to you

when they need you to mark attendance for them.

Not people who give you a plastic smile when you greet them.

Not people who play pranks on you and never know their limits till they make you cry.

Not people who seem like they care for you,

but when things happen they just give you a sad face and say "owh, poor thing"

and keep going on and on about their own life.

Not people who back off

when you tell them you need their help.

Real friends ...

are people who stick by your side no matter what,

tell you that you are wrong when you are being an arsehole ( but they still love you),

they are people who would stay awake till 4am,

cause they are worried about you.

They are people who would skip class just to make sure you are alright.

They are people who actually keep you so close to their heart,

they could feel your fear,

and feel relieved and proud of you when you solve the problem.

You might not find a lot of real friends in your life,

but a few are more than enough.

p/s: Crystal and Boonie, I love you girls, this post is dedicated to you two :)

muackz and hugz

Oppss I Did It Again

Oppss... I Did It Again

Listening To: Hurt - Christina Aguilera

Mood: OK I guess...

I'm sorry,

I know I had hurt you.

I'm sorry,

for this time I have to choose what's good for me.

I'm sorry,

for this time it's about what I need and what I want.

I'm sorry,

and I do not know what else to say

but

I'm sorry...

You, You and You

I Have My Doubts, But What If I'm Right

Mood: Complicated

Listening To : Snakes On The Plane (Bring It)- Cobra Starship

5 kids in the Honda,

with the driver cutting lines without putting signals,

at the back mirror,

there was a sign that said "Baby Inside"

Yea right, u're driving like a baby

~*~

I guess I was lucky, damn lucky i think

I went to buy a RM 30 T'n'G card,

the lady explained that RM 10 will be the card's cost,

so there would be RM20,

then I left that place.

When I was back,

I used my mum's smart tag to check the balance,

It was a freaking 3 digits figure, 140

and when I tested it on the road,

I realised I was not dreaming,

yea, go on, curse.

~*~

You,

I'm glad that we are still good friends,

and that we went out that day to get a present for the girl you like now,

thanks for still trusting me,

you're an awesome person,

go get her.

~*~

You,

I'm glad that we are still good friends as well.

you can read me so perfectly that you know what I'm thinking and how I feel

just by listening to my voice over the phone.

Thank you so much for you still care for me,

and giving me calls once in a while to see how I'm doing.

Sometimes I wonder,

how will things be if I did not change.

Rock on,

I totally love your voice,

keep on singing,

and I promise you I'll try my best to go to every single of the gigs.

~*~

You,

I'm glad that I've met you,

and you gave me a chance to try recording,

you do not know how excited I was

when I heard my voice over the radio,

basically, I freaked out.

Love all those fridays I spent there,

and all the jokes we shared,

sometimes I hear them in your program.

Wish to see you soon,

and good luck in your career.

~*~

You,

I'm glad that you are the instructor,

you're a damn good dancer.

Promise me,

don't give up even though there are not many students.

i love ur classes,

I don't know why,

but I always laugh through the whole class.

~*~

You,

I'm glad that i've met you,

and I love you.

Thanks for saving me that night.

Thanks for loving me for who I am,

and telling me that it's ok to be myself,

and telling me that I'm pretty when people make me feel ugly,

I can't thank enough.

We both made the correct choices,

as I told you,

people make choices for we have no choice,

quite true I think.

Random

Then you'll find the strength that will guide your way,You'll learn to begin to trust the voice within

mood: Jolly Jolly

Listening To: Call Me When You're Sober - Evanescense

This one is to all the girls

Christina Aguilera- The Voice Within

Young girl don't cry

I'll be right here when your world starts to fall

Young girl it's alright

Your tears will dry, you'll soon be free to fly

When you're safe inside your room you tend to dream

Of a place where nothing's harder than it seems

No one ever wants or bothers to explain

Of the heartache life can bring and what it means

Chorus:

When there's no one else, look inside yourself

Like your oldest friend just trust the voice within

Then you'll find the strength that will guide your way

You'll learn to begin to trust the voice within

Young girl don't hide

You'll never change if you just run away

Young girl just hold tight

Soon you're gonna see your brighter day

Now in a world where innocence is quickly claimed

It's so hard to stand your ground when you're so afraid

No one reaches out a hand for you to hold

When you look outside look inside to your soul

Chorus

Life is a journey

It can take you anywhere you choose to go

As long as you're learning

You'll find all you'll ever need to know

(be strong)

You'll break it

(hold on)

You'll make it

Just don't forsake it because

No one can tell you what you can't do

No one can stop you, you know that I'm talking to you

Chorus

It's like it's speaking right at me, haha... I just love it so much :)

oh well, it's been a long time since my last post

(eh? It seems like I always start my post with this line...hehe)

Anyway, I'm still on holiday

I went to this Kiwanis charity dinner my mum and her friends ( Kiwanis Club Ampang Jaya)organised

That's me , all dressed up in my mum's car :p

My Brother and I

Litim and I

~*~

Oh yea, and ADP Prom was kind of fun :) Me and Amy were dancing on the dance floor after the dinner.Then suddenly , dunno from which part of earth,came a group of aunties and uncles dancing there as well. Since Amy and I were too concentrate on dancing, when we finally realised that , we were laughing like hell and left the dance floor and took some pictures

Yea, I know, it's not really clear, but that's Cheryl and Me

Oh well... just wanna update a bit. No worries people, I'll blog again soon

travel alone

The memories shakin apart from the weeds that grow...

Mood: Neutral

Listening To: No Hay Igual - Nelly Furtado

I seriously don't mind travelling to places by myself sometimes.

Since there is no one to talk to,

you will observe more of the surroundings and the people around you.

I like the point that

I could just be quiet and think deeply,

to think of things from different angles.

By the end of the journey,

I feel......

not loneliness

not exhaustion,

but contentedness...

Lonely2

You've been rejected, and now you can't find what you've left behind...

Mood : Complicated

Listening To : People shooting and killing each other ( I'm in a cyber cafe ;p )

Sometimes...

*~ I opened my locker ,expecting to see lots of Jill's stuff in it, then I came to realized that she's not sharing the locker with me anymore... she left ADP...

*~ I did something brave and new, but when I look around , I realized that none of my friends are there to laugh at or with me...

*~ I just finish a new brilliant book, but then I realized that there is no one to share my view with...

*~ I want to watch a certain movie, but then my buddies are too busy with their gf/bf or they are just too busy with their own life...

*~ I feel emo though I don't want to, and then I realized there's no one around me at that emo moment, so I hide in my blanket...

*~ I just wish I could have what I wish for...

Lonely...

Her soul slides away, but don't look back in anger I heard you say

Mood: Lonely

Listening To : Volverte A Ver - Juanes

Hey, people, I'm back. I don't know why, but I'm feeling lonely and emo now. It's alright to be emo once in a while right? Guess what, my beloved Mum, she left me at home alone, went to her friend's place to stay overnight, and she want me to stay at home which means I can't go out with my friends... yea i know, the world is never fair, I just have to accept it.

I wish I have someone to hug me now, and tell me everything's gonna turn out alright.

I don't even know what I want to say next, so I guess I'll stop here...

Tokyo Drift

Wonder If you Know, How They Live In Tokyo...

Mood: Idle

Listening To: Tokyo Drift ( Fast And Furious) - Teriyaki Boyz (They are good...)

People Envy Your Compassion

You have a kind heart and an unusual empathy for all living creatures. You tend to absorb others' happiness and pain. People envy your compassion, and more importantly, the connections it helps you build. And compassionate as you are, you feel for them.

What Do People Envy About You?

Hey people, I know it's been a long time since my last decent post, but I'm not dead, here I am with my latest post.

Here are a few things I wanted to share with you guys:

1) I broke up with him. Don't worry I'm fine here, I'm just sad that he doesn't want to be friends again... long story. I just want to let him know I'm thankful for the time we had, and I'm really really seriously sorry that I hurt you... I didn't want it to end up this painfully... well... I'm really sorry... though I know it's not gonna help...

2) Tokyo Drift, great thing. Love the movie so much that I watched it twice in cinema. Well, to me, drifting is the prettiest move a car can do. The funny thing is, why must orange cars always are the ones being blown up? I mean, like MI3, they blew up the orange Lamboughini Gallardo ; and in Tokyo Drift, they blew the orange car too, what the hell, so not fair, I love orange cars!

3) I'm planning to get a Satria Neo. ( Yea, you're right, an orange one) Well, I really need a car to get me around, I don't need a big musle car , yet not too small so my brother can drive it after I go to US, and with a tight budget my dad gave me, I figured out that Satria Neo is worth considering.So people, wish me luck, I'll pray hard ;p

Well, I guess that's it for now. Tag me if you wanna talk to me bout the car thing, thx

Fun things

Let Me Keep My Faith In Innocent Eyes...

Mood: Happy , can't complain

Listening To: Moments - Ayumi Hamasaki

I am bored... so I did this, Thanks to Ashwin ;)

Cheese Pizza

Traditional and comforting. You focus on living a quality life. You're not easily impressed with novelty. Yet, you easily impress others.

What's Your Pizza Personality?

Ohhhh...

You Should Be a Painter

You have the vision, patience, and skill to bring your unique visions to canvas. And you're even tempered enough not to cut your ear off in the process!

What Sort of Artist Should You Be?

Hey!! That's like my childhood dream!

Your Birthdate: July 30

You have the type of personality that people either love or hate. You're opinionated, dramatic, intense, and very outspoken. And some people can't get enough of you - they're totally addicted. Others, well, they wish you were a little more reserved. Your strength: Your flair Your weakness: If you think it, you say it Your power color: Scarlet red Your power symbol: Inverted triangle Your power month: March

What Does Your Birth Date Mean?

Which is kind of true, haha...

You Should Drive a Toyota FJ Cruiser

A true adventurer, you're always up for trying the latest new thing. And you need a car that will take you anywhere, because there are no roads where you're going!

What 2007 Car Should You Drive?

No! I want a convertible mini in orange!!! Well, this is not bad though... sounds like me, haha

Your Love Style is Agape

You are a caring, kind, and selfless partner. Unsurprisingly, your love style is the most rare. You are willing to sacrfice your world for your sweetie. Except it doesn't really feel like sacrifice to you. For you, nothing feels better than giving to the one you love.

What's Your Love Style?

You know... This is kind of true, but it's not always a good thing though

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Well that was fun, I actually did more than this, but if i continue posting them here, my post would be damn long , haha, so I'll stop here

Show Me What It's Like To Be The last One Standing

Show Me What It's Like To Be The last One Standing...

Mood: Scared and Confused

Listening To: Why Can't I - Liz Phair

9th June... I bet you people will say " Yea Janice, I know you are going to say World Cup",

but NO! Being Janice, I'm officially announcing.......TODAY IS JOHNNY DEPP'S BIRTHDAY ( by the way he's 43 today ) So guys, celebrate, muakakakakaka...

gosh, how I wish I could say Happy Birthday to him personally.

*

Anyway, have you ever feel scared and confused at the same time? I am now... I know, to some of my friends , I may seem to be tough all time, but sometimes, I do feel weak inside.

I'm tired, I'm not gonna do anything but let the flow goes, and see where this will lead me to. So people out there, if you feel weak and need to be consoled, no matter if u're a girl or a guy, don't feel embarassed, it's really fine to show your feelings.

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Watched "Cars" and "The Omen", "Cars" is really nice, and funny, I really enjoyed it.To me, it's not really a car-toon for young kids, they would probally not get the jokes, it's more like a car-toon for teenagers and adults."The Omen" is ok... there was a few scenes that really freaked me out, but other then that... the story was so-so, i do understand it...couldn't comment a lot on it.

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Well,since im tired and confused and scared, im going off to sleep, nope, not gonna watch World Cup tonight, I just don't have the mood for it, good nite people, good nite planet Earth...ZZZzzzzzz.....

There's Where She Lies, Broken Inside...

There's Where She Lies, Broken Inside...

Mood: Ask My Hamster, He Knows...

Listening To: El Beso Del Final - Christina Aguilera

Well, it's been quite a while since I last post . Watched X-men, it was awesome, don't want to be a spoiler here but for those who haven't watch it, go grab a ticket. My fav is still Xavier, but acting wise, I admire Sir Ian Mckellen, he's ...he's...he's just...I dunno wat word is suitable to describe him, awesome is not good enough!

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I wish I could go somewhere for a long holiday, some where with a beautiful clear beach; some where with Johnny Depp in it ; some where with original latin music and I can just dance like mad and no one would care; some where with nice food... aww...sweeeeeet. I'm not really tired, it's just that I want to go different places and see different things, life's so short yet so many desire to fullfill, so, carpe diem!

*

I don't know why but I miss things and people easily today, like when i was in college today, I seem to miss every single one of my friends, even if I saw them in college; I miss my oranges and orange juice in the fridge; I miss my hamster; I miss the dandelions; I miss that tub od ice cream i finished last week; I miss... well, you get the point, you'll probably think " Geez... what's wrong with Janice today?",but guess what, I miss you too, yea, you who's reading my blog! I know I'm weird, and I like it >_<" !

If It Is Alright...

If It Is Alright...

Mood: Bored

Listening To: S'il suffisait daime - Celine Dion

Found this over Li-mae's Blog, heehee... so I tried it

Instructions: Go to your player of choice and put it on shuffle. Say the following questions aloud, and press play. Use the song title as the answer to the question. DO NOT CHEAT.

Q: How does the world see me?

A: Do You Only Wanna Dance? - Mya ( Huh? Yea, I love dancing...)

Q: Will i have a happy life?

A: Stand By Me - The Temptation ( Well... who?)

Q: What do my friends really think of me?

A: React - Honey Soundtrack ( Wth does that means?)

Q: Do people secretly lust after me?

A: Believe Me - Fort Minor (I don't get this)

Q:How can i make myself happy?

A: That's The Way It Is - Celine Dion ( Well I guess it means I just have to be myself)

Q:What can i do with my life?

A: Two Weeks From Twenty - Yellowcard ( Wat???)

Q:Will i ever have children?

A: Like You - Bow wow ft. Ciara (Cooool... So my children will look like me)

Q:What is some good advice for me?

A: Not Me, Not I - Delta Goodrem ( Ok, I'm not gonna take that advice)

Q:How will i be remembered?

A: Three Flights Up - Yellowcard ( Mmm... I dunno?)

Q:What is my signature dancing song?

A: Nobody's Home(Acoustic) - Avril Lavigne ( Wow... U can actually Dance to that?)

Q: What do i think my current theme song is?

A: I Hate Myself For Losing You - Kelly Clarkson ( SO NOT TRUE!)

Q: What does everyone else think my current theme song is?

A: Photograph - Nickelback ( Damn... I love Nickelback)

Q:What song will play at my funeral?

A: I've Never Been To Me - Charlene ( Huh? Weird...)

Q:What sort of men/women do i like?

A: Karma - Alicia Keys (Well... I believe in karma though...)

Q:What is my day going to be like?

A: Addiction - BoA ( huh???? A day of addiction?)

here's some I added myself...

Q: How do I feel now?

A: Everything I'm Not - the Veronicas ( Mmm... not accurate)

Q: How is life gonna be like when I transfer to US?

A:Why Can't I - Liz Phair (huh?)

ok, one last one...

Q: How is my special someone like?

A:Girl Next Door - Saving Jane ( I think it means "guy" next door)

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Brand New semester, Brand new subjects, Brand new people, Brand new FUN, heehee...

Well... Not taking bus this month, so I bet Li-mae must be missing me,

coz I miss her lotz too and everyone else on the bus

so guys, take care there till next month

*hugz and kisses*

P/S: Thye... I Love You, Muackz

Bored...

When you want it the most there's no easy way out;When you're ready to go and your heart's left in doubt;Don't give up on your faith,Love comes to those who believe it,And that's the way it is...

Mood: Relieved

Listening To: I Believe In You - Il Divo Feat Celine Dion

Yea, I know, that's a pretty long title , but I love it ;)

So...yea, still in holiday, not going to be in college till next week.

For 5 nights, I've been alone at home for my mum was either

* having nights out with her girl friends

*having some important dinner

I had to settle dinner by myself

AND I didn't really had any proper dinner these few days

Because, being Janice, I had these stuff for dinner these 5 nights:

* Half a Tub of Ice-cream

* Pizza (I'm a Domino's Fan)

* Instant Noodles

* Yogurt Breakfast Bar (Haha...)

* Some Left Over Dishes

* And some other junkies that I can't even remember

Haha... kind of miss my mum's cooking...

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So here I am, alone again,just me and my laptop,sweet...

I decided to try that "month baby" thing

Since seems like everyone has tried it

I'm a July Babe...

~Fun to be with (I wish I am...)
~Secretive (Kind Of)
~Difficult to fathom and to be understood (Whoa...I like that...)
~Quiet unless excited or tensed (So true! )
~Takes pride in oneself (Yeap...)
~Has reputation (I don't know bout this one - -'' )
~Easily consoled (Very,yea baby,very)
~Honest (Let's just say my emotions are very obvious)
~Concern about people's feelings (aha aha..)
~Tactful (erm... should be)
~Friendly ( Depends, haha...)
~Approachable (Yea, as long as that person who approach me is not some weird stalker)
~Very emotional (Extremely)
~Temperamental and unpredictable (I'm guilty for this)
~Moody and easily hurt (Guilty...)
~Witty and sparky (heehee...not sure if I am)
~Sentimental (ooohhh...Sexy...)
~Not revengeful (Yeap,basically, I'll just forgive after I cried)
~Forgiving but never forgets (Hmm...half true, I'll remember if someone reminds me)
~Dislike nonsensical and unnecessary things (Not really me)
~Guides others physically and mentally (Do I?)
~Sensitive and forms impressions carefully (yeap, not gonna deny that)
~Caring and loving (Definitely yes, Thye, right?)
~Treats others equally ( I always try my best to suceed in doing that)
~Strong sense of sympathy (YES!! Especially to animals!)
~Wary and sharp ( Sometimes...)
~Judge people through observations (Of course! I'm against judging a book by its cover)
~Hardworking (Not really, only when I'm serious bout the job)
~No difficulties in studying(SO NOT TRUE!!)
~Loves to be alone (Sometimes...I need to have quality time for myself to think)
~Always broods about the past and the old friends (Yea...that's me)
~Likes to be quiet (Not really, I speak when I have a thought)
~Homely person (When I'm physically or mentally tired...sometimes both)
~Waits for friends (Always...)
~Never looks for friends (No! Objection!)
~Not aggressive unless provoked (Very me!)
~Prone to having stomach and dieting problems (Yes and I hate it)
~Loves to be loved (Well, who doesn't?)
~Easily hurt but takes long to recover (Yes...unfortunately yes)
~Overly concerned (depends...)
~Puts in effort in work (When I'm interested in the work)

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So there you have it.....*TADAHHH* July Babe Janice,whee...!!!

Ok, I seriously was bored...